Anxiety has set in. It’s official I have four weeks until the day that I will take step one. Studying is a lot more taxing than I originally planned for it to be. One, I think it’s easier than class because I’m not pressed to get a lot of information in on a specific subject and be a complete expert by a certain date but at the same time this is incredibly hard to stay focused. I’ve been studying at home and this hasn’t been a problem at all but the issue is that there’s so much information and so little time that you end up with very few breaks. I’ve been studying for three weeks now. The first two weeks were not as bad I was pushing three10 hour days, a couple eight hour days, and two six hour days but now in week three this is become extremely difficult. I’m not sure if I’m getting burnt out or if I’m just sick of being in the house. I’ve only been leaving a couple of times a week to get food and run errands if necessary so maybe that’s part of the problem too. Maybe I just have cabin fever and it’s time to get out but either way I’ve got 10 days until it’s time for me to sit for boards. Just 10 days! I can make it 10 more days! I’m seeing positive results so I can make it to the end.
After all of this is over I’m headed to the Bahamas with my mom and I can’t wait! I need to get away from it all and clear my head. As soon as I come back I’ll be hanging out with my SNMA family at my second board meeting as part of the national Board of Directors. Looking forward to press through the next 10 days!
I’ve got to be getting back to studying. Talk to you soon